Happy New Year!

If last year didn’t kill me (or anyone else reading this), nothing will. “Resolution” seems like an inaccurate and even outdated term, so instead I am using this blog this year to document the transformation of who I am today to who I aim to be. Over the past few years I have become chronically ill, unhealthy, exhausted, unmotivated, angry and impatient. 

My goal is to outline everything through a semi-scientific method. Maybe some steps will be skipped, I’m not sure yet. The point is, I want this storyline to follow a path of logic. This means that throughout this “series”, I’ll ask myself questions, do as much research as I am capable of, hypothesize, experiment, collect and analyze the data, and maybe even come to a conclusion! The order is to be determined. 

The other intent is to keep this incredibly raw so that it closely resembles my stream of consciousness. In doing so, I will be able to reflect on my own thought process and understand how my thoughts manipulate my decisions and/or actions. If this reaches anyone else besides myself, I truly hope this helps. If not, then I at least hope I can help myself.