If it were possible for everyone to never experience hatred, would we it be unanimously voted upon? I was thinking about this yesterday and thought it would be such a wonderful world if none of us had any negative feelings toward others. But that’s a double edged sword because if we have no concept of negativity, how would we experience positivity? Hatred and negativity must exist. Although, the amount of experienced negativity does not necessarily have to be proportionate to the amount of love and positivity we impose upon others or are exposed to ourselves. Just food for thought, but a world I know would better suit us all. Needless to say, there’s something better out there.

Besides my existential thoughts consuming my day, I went snowboarding today and it was glorious. I ducked on into the hobacks because by the number of tracks heading out there, it had to have been good. And it was. Too good almost… I was so depleted of energy by the end of that run I could have been done, but continued on to enjoy the rest of the mountain. Nothing was as good as the hobacks at that point though. I had a beer today because it was free; I know I said I’m off the alcohol and I am, but not when someone offers me consumables for free. I’m in no position to turn down a gift and you know what? It didn’t make me feel sickly to my knowledge despite my daily suffering of the “perpetual virus” I’ll call it. I’m not dead and there are so many people out there dealing with unimaginable health issues. None of us are educated well enough… even doctors are not taught root cause medicine, so how are we in turn supposed to learn?

The system is rigged. But I will learn.