Ick, I am such a low-life. I sat around until about noon until I decided it would be smart to get in touch with the lawyer. I decided against starting the ParaFy today since the instructions say to take a four day break after finishing Gutty; I’m just going to give myself today as a break and commence tomorrow. I also began my cycle today, so I was in more of a mood than usual. My disdain for inconvenience really shows on day one and day two. Cory came over to make dinner and he had no idea what he was in for. I told him it wasn’t him I was mad at… just everything I’m doing gets to me so easily. Another day lost to my complacency… At least I am feeling more motivated to do better and at least I want to do better.

I made a toner today which was fun. It’s comprised of one ounce of each of the following: organic aloe vera gel, organic witch hazel, organic rose water and green tea. It kind of just smells like witch hazel which is fine, but not the most pleasantly aromatic scent. I’m sure it’ll get the job done nonetheless. Aloe vera is an anti-inflammatory, anti-viral, antibacterial and helps to protect. Whereas witch hazel helps prevent acne and other irritations. Rosewater is rich in benefits, having anti-aging properties, healing properties and toning abilities. Lastly, green tea is riddled with antioxidants so that’s going to round off this compilation of solvents really nicely; it’ll help sooth, brighten and prevent any oils from building up as well.

I’ve been on a kick looking at mother-daughter retreats and then realized I’ve never been on a vacation with my husband, so I should figure all of these things out once I start working again.

I’m not sure why I’m still up… I’ll blame the moon… and the government.